Bob Bryar (ex- My Chemical Romance) reports being "angry, suicidal" after being kicked out of the band.

Former drummer of My Chemical Romance, Bob Bryar recently states that he felt angry and suicidal after being kicked out of the band.“It’s been about five years since I was kicked out of MyChem,” he said in a Tweet. “I became the most depressed, angry, suicidal person ever.” I totally understand why he'd feel that way, and in a later tweet he said “Now, I am on so many pills that I feel a bit better, although, it still (b)others me every day. In a recent conversation, I was told I won’t be back.” I'm not exactly sure what he meant by "I won't be back", because if a recent conversation was taking place with him and any of the guys and they said that he wouldn't be back well that just doesn't make sense. Implying that I think that they would be talking about him not coming back to MCR. So, in conclusion I'm confused on what my opinion really is on this whole situation.